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Mark as Spam WTFitsShelby : 12/06/2009 5:51 PM
You know jess, Buzznet was how we started our Myspace Marriage ;P
Mark as Spam .unacanella. : 10/27/2009 4:32 AM
sorry for the late reply^^ i'm pretty good, stayed at home today, how about you? ;)
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Cool ! I'm great ! hee hee well today I had a chemistry quiz soo i'm tired !
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Mark as Spam Falling In July : 10/24/2009 7:29 PM
should be studying for exams haha, you?
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what's up?
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helloooo how are you? :D
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How are you?
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Mark as Spam SEE♥ : 10/17/2009 9:17 AM
That's okay. I know what you mean. lol.
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I swear on Gee Way's lips, Frank Iero's hips, and Syn's fingertips,iliveinn TX
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Sign: Aries
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Home Town: oakcliff

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ETF<3:
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You guys are my heroes.Forever & always.& i will need you through the smoke&flames. <3
Your lyrics are like my life story and i cant explain how it makes me feel inside when i listen to your music its like im so alive. & its a feeling i get with no other music i listen to.You guys are real,you know what life really is unlike these other bands who write about pointless things. You are the only ones who really understand me and you guys will always be my hero's.
When i listen to you guys around some of my friends then you become there favorite band for a amout of time,it kinda pisses me off.
But i know in my Heart<3 you will never help them or mean as much to them as you mean to me.You put a smile on my broken face,no one will ever know how much you mean to me people can tell me they do but they freakinn dontt!
They never will...I wouldnt be here without you guys to get me through.When im sad i watch your interviews and things and it makes me smile and laugh.Makes me all better for then.
When i listen to you i feel like a little kid i feel like nothing can stop me,hurt me,kill me,touch me i feel like im instoppable and thats amazing.
YOu guys will always be the light i need to get me through a hard day<33
YOu made me look at this world for the way it really is,and not live in some fantsy worldd;
Your like my place to find peace(:.(:<3ily-Craig,Maxx,Brian,&Robert<3333






ChristoferDrewwww<3:


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Boy,You help me so much everyday.I could
be having the worst day everr,and i listen to your music and it makes me feel happy again(:
I'v never had music automatically change my mood like that.
You make my heartt beat fasttt. You made me look at life a diffrent way, i used to look at it like it was this cold,horrible place. You made me relize we can change that.You made me relize that we need peace&love and family is what we will always have. --You are always so posotive about things and that got passed on to me from youu<3
I always try to stay posotive and look on the bright side even when there isnt a bright side to this sad story of my life.
I love youu<3 You helped me in a way no one everr can,You saved me from my number one enemy:Myself.
Foever&always the best one(:
il0veyouuu<3(:















You guys are ALL the COLOR in my worldd
Pimp My Profile I aint here to tease you,or mess with your dreams i cant say "i love you" i dont know what that means.
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world,leaving nothing out. Im often put in awkward situations that i usally create. I HAVE ONE BESTFRIEND[mariah]. I don't trust people. I act like nothing bothers me but really im a mess most of the time. I miss people,even the ones who hurt me the worst.I hide behind music,when reality becomes to hard to deal with. its simple really, we all want change,to be different, but our minds keep us from all of this, we want to change for the better, but we won't allow it, no one will, we aren't strong enough. i hate the feeling of having to prove people wrong about me. and to me, nothings impossible

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AVENGED SEVENFOLD: is always there when I wake to the very moment I fall asleep once more. They treat my anger. They calm my fear. They vanish my pain. They give me joy. And put a fucking smile on my broken face. Avenged sevenfold is there when no one else seems to be.
Which seems to be completely true anymore. I can close my eyes and feel a faint peace in my heart when I hear them. their lyrics give me butterflies.


I can't explain it... they taught me more then life ever can. Avenged sevenfold means everything to me. They're the ONLY thing I can and will count on anymore. I hear their words, their message, their sound... It gives me something to live by, something to look forward to, something to feel about... I feel whole when I hear them. At the edge of giving up they still put a fucking smile on my face and pull me back for one more try. They will always be with me in my life and I can say that I know they will always have a place in my heart that no one can have and that no one can break. If there is one thing you cannot do to me is take avenged sevenfold out of my heart. They mean so much to me NO ONE can understand.

Go ahead say it, say that you get it. But you fucking don't. Don't try to get it cause you won't and you never will... I can be sad, scared, in pain, mad, over the edge, worried, or confused and still smile when I hear them/see them <3 They mean the world to me. I lost friends, family, love, happiness but all in all, avenged sevenfold has ALWAYS been there to not give me happiness but something more...Joy. And that's nothing you can take away from me. When I think back, back on my past I don't remember a bad time when listening to them. But I sure do remember bad times when they weren't in my life. I found a new reason for life and it's not you. I've been hurt, torn, crushed, pushed over, pulled back up and pushed over again. been heart broken, beat, left, and lost..but now. I've learned... you're nothing. Break me down. tear me away. I don't care. Whatever you feel about me I don't care. Avenged sevenfold is all I need and all I will ever want. Times in my life I have wasted trying to be happy outside of my own skin. Trying to change for everyone. Trying to be the best for them and not the best for me. Time I've wasted do what other wanted and getting fucked over. Those are times I was so naive and so lost. The solution was all right in front of me.

All just a click on my i-pod away. But now I see. I see I don't need you to be happy. I don't need to change for you to be happy. Seeing them live just proved it completely. I could have said you made me happy but this, this was a new happy I have never felt. It was..real. I grew in age and started to grow more into respect of what they are. And what they do. I grew to love them. Love everything about them. Their cords, their melodies, their rifts, their vocals, their rhythm, their looks. lol But things have changed and will be changing in my life. Everything has changed. My respect for human kinda, my love for people, my attitude towards...well everyone. My friends drifted, my loves left. But one thing didn't change and never will change. They are in my life now. And that is never going to change. And that gives me hope. Hope to know that if every little thing goes to hell and everything keeps spiraling down hill.

They're there. That little glimpse of hope will always be there. They all in all give me hope when I'm completely and utterly hopeless. The highlight of my day is to come home, blast a little avenged sevenfold, and scream till my voice is gone. Then go and learn a little avenged sevenfold on the guitar. There is nothing I want more in the world then to be with them. To be near them. To tell them how they changed my life. Fixed my life. Saved my life.

I just want to tell Matt his lyrics, his message, touches my heart. To tell Brian his solos can always make me fall asleep during the hardest of time. Tell Zach that he was the reason I picked up a guitar and he is the only guy to make me smile that one certain way that I love. Tell James his skills are beyond incredible and always makes me move. To tell johnny the beats him and James hit are outstanding and makes my heart beat with them. To tell them they changed me. For the best. The best I could ever be. And ever will be. It's weird but I want to be a better person. I want to stick up for myself and be who I am. Be what I am and believe what I believe. I want to be like them. And I will. No matter what it takes. Cause we're gonna take over the world one fan at a time. they have been there for me through everything. Go ahead say they're just a band, blah blah blah..fuck you. they mean more then you will ever know. they have made me what i am today. they made me smile when all i wanted to do was die. they kept me going and pushed me for one more try. they may not have given me life itself but they gave me life and kept my life going.There is one thing for sure and one thing I know. I can confide my heart to them. And it wont hurt. =]
[and if you think im obsessed your wrong im not im in love] Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you..


















Mariah:you are mah b e s t i e you are the only irriplaceable frann(: I love you to pieces! Yuu are my other half and when im with you i am tottaly myself! You always make me think before i do stawwwwpid shit and i love you <33(:
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